Sunday, September 12, 2010

you

I met you when I was 19. You wheir a small little cute girl with dimpels in her bajamas at a social get together.
You wheir a stranger, who I despritly wanted to know.
You got my number, you phoned me and pretended to be someone, shocked I found it was you.
You made my heart jump for joy.
I waited way beyond my 11 a clock curfew just to greet you.

We started talking.
I wanted to be your friend.
We started hugging.
I wanted to spend more time with you.
We started flirting, shocked.
I wanted to kiss you
We kissed, we staid awake the whole night. Just talking, laughing and just being.

I became yours, you became mine.
We wheir happy.
You use to make me laugh, I use to make you laugh.
And now, you and I are no longer.
You still the stuning girl I met, you still the girl I spoke nights around.
The love that once was has gone.
The feelings that once was is gone.
All that's left is this big MATTER in me.
You hate me, I hate you.
We talk
You say rude things about me and facebook has become your greatest friend to rip me off.
You hurt me
I know I hurt you to, I broke it off.
I don't make you this inhuman person, you are who you are.
But you make me out to be this IDOIT.
I stuck with you for three years, I was true to you. The last month or three I was bad. But I was a good person.
I am a good person. Who loves you, who tries to help you, who still needs you at night and I need my space.

You you you
Threer years is a long long time.
I need to get over this
I need to move on
18days and I am on my way.

Goodbye

But remember I will always have a space for you in my heart